… a problem
or a habit
that I just can’t shake.
I get it under control, and think I have it in the bag.
Then I ignore it for a month or so until the thing is back in my face
so big that it is an embarrassment
and I’m positive everyone can see
so I give it my time and self discipline and make it go away again.
But it’ll be back
especially if I ignore it again.
you could always cheat and get astroturf